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"Hey! Teacher! Leave them kids alone! All in all, you're just another brick in the wall... Wrong! Do it again!" -Another Brick by Pink Floyd
Now school's back in and so I keep getting that song stuck in my head when talking with people about bad teachers. I've been lucky in that none of my professors have been full-on awful, so that's one thing to be grateful for.
Anywho.
I'm semi-back after my hiatus from dA! No, I'm not dead! But while the absence wasn't triggered solely by dA, it gave me time to reflect, and I realized I don't do well placing myself on a pedestal. Too much pressure. Structure and I don't agree (which is probably why I could never go into the military). This [dA] should be what I want it to be for me, which is a drawing board of sorts -- an escape from the real world wherein I have free reign without worrying about pleasing people. Granted, I still want to please people because it's in my nature, but this is the Internet! People who will be pleased by what I have to offer will come, or not come, as they wish. I'm just gonna do my own thing and see what happens. Also, trying to please people is restricting. I would do what people want of me, not what will allow me to develop my skills or build my kingdom in the clouds. I wouldn't earn as much criticism and therefor wouldn't be able to grow from it. Does that make sense? I dunno if it does to others, but that's how I see it. So this is a warning that I'm going to do whatever the hell I want and that will probably be a bunch of unfinished projects. If I lose followers and potential followers because of that then oh well. Thank you for your attention, I really do appreciate it. It's just time for me to let my scattered mind to rule a place of its own.
I'm gonna go back to ignoring my homework now. It might be a bit before I post anything, but short bits of literature and concepts will eventually make it up at some point. Probably after I catch up on all the art I missed.
TTFN!
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If Only I Had An Enemy
There's something magical about written art. I wish I had more motivation and more free time. Mostly more motivation, because if I had that then I'd make time for art. Ah, well. I will eventually get back into writing.
I've been meaning to get started on at least writing up my World Of Darkness group's adventures, but so far I only have notes on our sessions. "If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won." -I Gave You All by Mumford & Sons. It doesn't help that we've got a rather large group of nuts people who make it difficult to take the game, and thus the story, seriously.
I have been doodling in cl
My Mind Is On The Brink
"I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink. I'm so tired, my mind is on the brink." -I'm So Tired by the Beatles
So maybe I've slept a few winks in the past month of absence, but that line still summarizes how I feel. My mind is on the brink. Sorry for the absence, and that it is going to continue. School started, it's a larger load than I'd had previously; both my body and mind are worn out; and then personal drama has been adding to my scattered mind. My mind isn't into anything other than school and my real-life relationships, so I'm having difficulty finding the motivation to create art of any kind. I drew a sketch then something happen
New Ways To Fall Apart
First high school dance ever last night; went as a guest. That was fun. One bit of self-insight came from the experience. Namely, that I can't dance. Especially in heels. And especially when paired with someone who also can't dance. LOL.
In other news, Slender is a freaky ass game. Don't youtube it unless you want to be scarred for life and don't want to be able to walk through your house at night without looking over your shoulder.
But if you do youtube it search "pewdiepie slender" and after you watch pewdiepie search "drunk guys playing slender" - that one's hilarious.
"Now I know that I'm not all that you got. I guess that I,
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